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hey<3 / Shannlyn Spotted Elk (friend)  Read >>
hey<3 / Shannlyn Spotted Elk (friend)

Hey Britnee =) wow i cant beleive its been this long since you've left, it feels like yesterday i was always at your house in colstrip staying with slone, we sure thought you were thee coolest. =) that was way back when me and slone were like 7th graders.....just think we are gonna be seniors in a few weeks, so watch over us and keep us out of trouble =) so i bet heaven is amazzzzing huh? you probably already know, but this year has been hard for me because i lost my gramma annie in january, and my cousin lisa in febuary, she got in a car wreck too, i didnt fully understand what slone was going through before until lisa passed away, it was the hardest thing ever but sloney was there for me alot =) i am doing good now, i play softball and it just reminds me sometimes of you because you were like a pro lol oh and my mom babysits brooklyn, she looks so much like you and reminds me of you alot =) well i love you britnee and keep us all safe (especially me and crazy slone) jks and be waiting, we'll all meet up again one of these days

love,

shannlyn

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Hello Brit  / Duran (FIRST COUSIN )  Read >>
Hello Brit  / Duran (FIRST COUSIN )

Hey Brit

   Just Dropping by to say hi :) Like Nevada, you inspired me to do better..and i have in school! But i feel like i left my fun social life with it. I haven't had a fun week in a very long time. I hope you can try to make that change. In life I don't like the fact that people change and you have to let go..it really sux...I notice me doing this to 3 people at once..very strange and random. I should schedule a prayer service just for you...I can hardly wait for the summer..i dont want to be out of control like last summer..but some fun here and there..the school year has been WAY DIFFERENT..some im excited to see what the summer holds...for some reason i dont think your hanging up in my car..i should check tomorrow...the past few days I've been slipping and sliding...as my junior year approaches the end..i get nervous for my senior year..its my last year! everyone says its the best but goes by too fast...hmm...i still feel like your in like Europe traveling and i haven't seen you in forever...but then the truth hits me and I get depressed..but why should I? You've became my inspiration..and i can't thank you enough..i think im going to wrap this up and say CYA, not goodbye..never goodbye.

Pray For Me And Say Hi To My Grandma...aren't i lucky? 2 ANGELS

Love you more than ANYTHING

Duran*

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TheBrit / Nevada LaFountain (FiRsT cOuSiN... )  Read >>
TheBrit / Nevada LaFountain (FiRsT cOuSiN... )

Hey Britnee!!! It's been a while since I talked to you..So I just thought today might be a good day to do so... Well it's been over 3 years now and it still only seems like 3 months or something..Life is going okay, People are growing up, and starting to change, and it seems like everything is going so fast... Im going to college right now for my Associates of Applied Science in the Health Information Management Program.  I just started my 3rd semester and now am considered a Sophomore.  First semester I made the Honor Roll, and Last semester I made a deal with Derrick that if I recieved straight A's then he had to give me $50....and Here I made the Dean's List.  Now this semester idk...me & derrick made another bet... so we'll just have to wait and see...Im so proud of myself...Im saving up all my own money and i'm trying so hard to find a vehicle...It's like before you left I was skipping class, not going for days at a time, to finally actually getting kicked out of school, I took so many things for granted I acted very stupid and i was basically just another dumb teenager who thought i knew everything, and now look where I am..Starting my life, maturing, learning how to be an adult, going to school, getting an education, finding a job, takin care of my own responsibilities, I mean I feel so lucky to be able to do these kinds of things in my life because its very unfortuanate for people like you who could not be able to.  I could just about imagine the kind of person you'd be today if you were still here brit.. you would be so unbelievable, you would of made everyone proud of you in some way no matter what.  Your spirit gives me inspiration to succeed in life britnee.  I try so hard because you were one of the only people i EVER knew who actually believed in me.  You believed in everyone who was determined in life..and I think thats why you were the beautiful person that you were...I miss you every day and all thats left are your memories...I try to remember as much as I can.. It helps me to keep going... I Want to finish college & move to Fargo & live in the city.. I will graduate from school in May 2010...so hopefully everything goes well and I could do wat I hope to achieve in life....and I want you to know its all for you brit...

i Love You...

love you always

vada

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Thinking of you  / Jo-Ann Pacenta Lauren's Mom   Read >>
Thinking of you  / Jo-Ann Pacenta Lauren's Mom
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Honoring Britnee's memory  / Edwina~Troy Mitchell's Mum   Read >>
Honoring Britnee's memory  / Edwina~Troy Mitchell's Mum

Remember me


Remember me when flowers bloom

early in the spring,

Remember me on sunny days

in the fun that summer brings.


Remember me in the fall

as you walk through the leaves of gold,

And in the winter - remember me

In the stories that are told.


But most of all remember

each day - right from the start,

I will be forever near

for I live within your heart.

~unknown

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3 Years.  / Duran (1st Cousin )  Read >>
3 Years.  / Duran (1st Cousin )

I can't believe it's been that long. I honestly forgot that today was the day. I thought about this day most of Christmas Vacation. I guess i just didn't want it to happen :( I agree with Aunty Kristy, Brooklynn looks just like your baby pictures! She's a character. Her spicy attitude reminds me of you so much. I really want to hear your laugh..its so random but it would make my..MONTH haha...I remember the last time hearing you laugh hard..when you were driving the go-kart all crazy with me. Last Time I visited your page I cried for about a half hour because of how much i miss you!I did promise more visits but its been so dang cold! and With my crusty tires I would get stuck at St. Anthony's. Ooh! Tj got a new SUV which you pronounce the letters! Anyway school is going good. I'm worried about my GPA..it went down a whole number! I feel lazy. I know thats my problem..And Me and Kirsten are friends again..i worry tho becuz of her boyfriend who's a big hater! I can't think of anything else to say except watch over and pray for EVERYONE which includes the St. Claire Tribe..us Parisien's,Grandpa & Grandma Parisien who just got a new car! and Especially your family! LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART BRITNEE!

Love First Crazy Cool Cousin,

Duran*

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Love and Blessings  / Tina~Mom To Angel Michael Grayson (Connected by Angels )  Read >>
Love and Blessings  / Tina~Mom To Angel Michael Grayson (Connected by Angels )

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its been awhile  / Aunt (aunt)  Read >>
its been awhile  / Aunt (aunt)

awww!!! I miss you so much its been awhile since I have visit this site but this is all I got but our memories...its so hard still to face this and it still pisses me off when people say well krit you have to let you go....I cant I am just now facing the fact that your gone....oh my Brit I miss your big laugh....your crazy actions...that aways lite up the times the family spent together and now I miss you miss you miss you....I dont have no one to talk to its like they dont wanna really face it....so when I talk to you at nite rememeber your the one who hears me and they way I really feel...the babies are getting so big....Laney is getting to be a young lady and bud is the lil man of the house millie well...she is spoiled you must know and the trent he is still having a hard time that his family is broke up but I know he will see through it...help him...(help me)....its going on three years and I know you are visiting through your baby sister who is a spitting imagine of you omg you would be proud Brit you have a mini me...haha...I think slone has a big part of that which is awesome....watch over your sisters..and your mother....we all miss you greatly....although kevin and I arent together still watch over him...grandma and grandpa miss you and aunt carla and uncle bert just the whole bunch of us I miss you with my hole heart....I love you...

your aunt Krit

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Hey Brit  / Tyler Parisien (Cousin)  Read >>
Hey Brit  / Tyler Parisien (Cousin)

Well I read duran's lil message thing and for the most part most of it is the same for me, college is crazy and hard, but im doing it.....and i, just like duran and having friendship troubles...I honestly have to ask, what have i done to deserve to be treated like this by these people i have done so much for....you know...i mean i have a few that are great, but not as great as it once was, i find myself turning to kids for friendship cuz my friends have so much shit going on and bring it to the table..and then again the one friend i lost recently i had no shit with but that person chose to stop being my friend, and i hope that friendship reconnects cuz i'd like it too...College is tough, living alone is tough, putting up with people and there sarcastic comments and asshole attitudes is tough, but im living my life for me, no one else...i wish they'd all lay off and just be there for me when i need them...I miss you a lot, i know i was an asshole to duran and you stuck up for him and visa versa with slone, but they know we love them....I just wish you were around, cuz i know you would know exactly wut to tell me and give me a good crack along side the head to keep going, which is what i think about when i just brush it all off and keep going... so yea...I miss you a lot Tell Taylor and my grandma i miss them and to tell taylor to listen to my prayers with you..and my aunty will be joining you soon sorry to say, she's a fighter and is lasting way longer than she was giving, but welcome her with open arms cuz she is ready to come home....

 

 

Love you,

Teej

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Hey Brit  / Duran Parisien (1st Cousin )  Read >>
Hey Brit  / Duran Parisien (1st Cousin )

Hey Brit..I haven't been to your page..ONLY because I knew I didnt have the strenght because usually I couldn't stop thinking bout the good times and I couldn't stop crying. I still have load of memories of us..I wish god wouldn't have taken you..i really want to know how many more memories we could have made together..Everything is so different since you left..grandma and grandpa are retired..aunty is married to Jamie Allard..he's pretty cool..and i have my license..blue contacts and a sweet Car! I wish I could give you a ride..I have a picture of you hanging in there because I ALWAYS want you with me...You inspire me to do the things that make me nervous..you've helped me so much...i hope you continue too. I got a cell phone which im constantly using...I used to work at Cenex..but now im working at 1 stop..its really fun..i still miss cenex because I've made so many friends..and i just recently lost a friend...i hope you pray for us..because i still love her..and i want our friendship to continue..Junior year in High school is crazy! So much fun, drama, and homework! Its only been 3 and a half months! So lately I've been thinking of you..hoping your watching me and laughing at all the crazy things i do or say.. I honestly have to say I haven't been to your grave in a while. I promise i will make more visits. On my birthday this year grandpa and grandma heard you voice on their voicemail..i want to hear you voice so bad..just once..it would make my day...my acne is out of wack right now so pray for me..haha..I have so much more to say..i just cannot think of it right now..so i suppose this is where i end this note..I hope you continue to help me through thick and thin..just like always..i miss you so much..and love you more than ANYTHING.

Love, Duran

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Missin You  / Chelsie Kimmel (Friend)  Read >>
Missin You  / Chelsie Kimmel (Friend)

Hey sister its been hard, we had some great laughs and good times, softball was a blast, ill never forget those time.  I know your in good hands, and it really sucks to think that life is cut short in the blink of an eye at times, i really miss you, and think bout how many times we snuck out to lunch together and then that one time mr. ramsey catches, remember, that was a close call. Well i love ya sister and miss.

Kimmel

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Hey... / Nevada LaFountain (1st Cousin )  Read >>
Hey... / Nevada LaFountain (1st Cousin )
hey britnee... wow i haven't wrote anything in a long time...well it was christmas eve the other night and it didn't feel anything like it...i mean you might as well say i was there but i wasn't....your dad wasn't even there...i mean to me that's not how a family should be..it's like holidays are just so depressing now...because we all know that your not there...we all miss your cheesy smile walking in through the door saying "MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!" Then you would go around and give everybody a hug and wish them a merry christmas...well the other night i came home and put all my christmas gifts away and i cleaned my room.. i found our old concert tickets from the Tim Mcgraw concert..so that was pretty kewl... then i found my first nose rings that you bought me 3 years ago for christmas...it just made me miss you alot..i just hate feeling like this..but guess what else is new? jessica went in this morning to go have the baby...i can't believe there's gonna be another one...its unbelievable...oh and my mom never bought our lifesavers this year...slone was the one who first noticed that we never got them.  she said that she didn't want to buy them this year because that was a gift that all 5 of us got.  yeah me and slone had like so much fun on my guitar hero III so im really glad we got to spend some time together...but i spose im going to go patiently wait for that baby to come home!!! oh and we might name him "Jaxsyn Pedro"..i like it..... HAPPY HOLIDAYS...We all miss you... Close
hey u  / Annie Shaver (good friend )  Read >>
hey u  / Annie Shaver (good friend )
man brit, this should get easier right? It's not. I'm still tryin to accept that you're gone, and never gonna come back. My god i'ts sooo hard to walk into your house and see your picture on the tv and thinkin that i'll never see you again. There are sooo many memories that flood my mind once i step foot in there. I should visit your family more often, i miss them. It's hard, it brings back alot of pain that i try to subside and hide from my family. It's good though, hopefully my heart will begin to start healing. When i see Brooklyn's face, i see sooooo much of you. I just love being around her cuz it's like im around you again. It's just comforting being around her and your family.
 My thanks i'm giving this year is to you and your family. When i desperately needed a good friend, you were there. When i needed to hear the truth (whether i wanted it or not), you were the one to tell me. When i needed advice or a shoulder to cry on, you were there. People dont truly value friendship until it's not there anymore. A real friend is hard to find. Britnee you were the type of person that was a real friend to alot of people. A person like you doesnt come around that often. Even though you are gone now, the lives you impacted will forever remember your smile, your laugh, your jokes, but mostly your truly valued friendship. It means so much to me to have been your friend.
I wish so so much that you were still here to be that Auntie that Shayla would want to be with all the time. I wish that she could look up to you, as your sisters do. 
I remember when you came down to Montana two years ago around thanksgiving. That's when Shayla was just born. That was the last time i saw you. It meant so much to see you, you looked so good and happy. I was so proud of you doing so well in volleyball. We all knew you had it in you. You just weren't given the chance by Valdez. You had so much heart for everything you did in life, whether in volleyball or stubborn ass attitude. Like when you slept in the ditch on the way to school when Anthony made you go when you were sick. Or when we put lipstick all over your car and peed on fire hidrants all over town. There are so many memories we have, that's what makes life worth living. Although you're not around, your life and spririt will always be remembered. I love you and miss you Brit.  I think about you every day.
I love you
Annie
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Hey Sweet Cakes  / Christina Morin (good friend )  Read >>
Hey Sweet Cakes  / Christina Morin (good friend )
Hey there Brit~
Well I haven't been on here in a while because my life has changed so much and I just don't get around to keeping up with things in life. Anywho, I have been thinking about u lately and last weekend I was home and someone brought you up to me. And all I could think about, with the conversation we were having, was when I moved back to Dunseith from Minnesota and I walked into Dale's Cafe and there you were! We were both so excited to see each other and we ran up to each other and hugged for minutes! I miss all the times I had with you. I remember when you were there or me everytime I was crying because Scott and I were fighting. And you helped me to realize that I didn't deserve how he treated me and you were just a huge impact on my life. I wish that you could still be here because I need a good friend right now... I seen Terd last weekend at a new bar called Nutty's. It was so strange seeing him. He has changed so much and I thought you two were such the cutest couple. He come up to me and said hi and then hit me on the shoulder with his fist really hard. I was like, Ouch! And he just laughed. It was cool. I haven't really talked to him since your funeral. But, I think he still loves you and misses you. 
I moved out of Dunseith to somewhere else... I got my own apartment and I am loving it! I don't have to deal with all the drama back at home and it's just so refreshing meeting new people everyday at college. I remember you were supposed to move here. That would have been so awesome. 
I sometimes see teej out here, but he is a busy guy and concentrates well on school. Just watch over him and make sure he don't do anything stupid...haha you know crazy teej. 
Well, I really have to get to doing some homework, but you know me I always procastinate! errrrit! But for now I love ya bunches and miss ya, I hope you can watch down on me and your loved ones. Toodles!
A Fren Always and Forever,
Christina
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my heart is lonesome  / Aunt (aunt)  Read >>
my heart is lonesome  / Aunt (aunt)
well its been awhile...my heart just aches and I miss you so much its like no one understands the pain thats in my chest is for you....Laney is doin well in her volleyball season... she made varsity...I am so proud of her of course u know that haha makes me laugh cause when I watch her play is like watchin me years ago haha funny how babies take over their mamas...like you and your mama.....you two where two of a kind...haha thats so funny....but try to tell you two that you wouldnt hear of it....haha makes me laugh....omg Brit I miss you and I get mad at ppl when they tell me when you have to let go and move on....I feel like grabbing them by the throat and asking them if they know how it feels to see the strongest ppl in world cry in your arms....I sitll rememeber tryin to be so strong for your mama and grandma and grandpa...when I got back from Bismarck that nite I went to grandma and grandpas and with every passing car they said out loud oh there is Britnee...and the car would drive on and they would lost it all again and just cry cry and I was sitting between them tryin to hold back my hurt and my tears....I wish ppl would know how close we were...hhaha like you told me everything and ppl have a hard time they asked themselves I wonder if Brit told her everything and the answer is yuppers...you sure where honest with me actually a lot of things I didnt want to hear but you where just being honest haha....but ya and then your alarm went of in  your room and grandma and grandpa lost it again...I ran to your bedroom to shut it off....and then I just sat there....and then when we went to go see you in enternal sleep...for the first time....no one wanted to touch you I was the first to put my hands on your legs and say my baby wake up and come home....and your mama and grandma grabbed you and started yellin my baby....I took your clothes that the women gave to us I grabbed your things your jacket and your belt your shoes and a necklace that I still have and no one will ever take that away from me....and rememeber just smellin your jacket it smelled like transmission fluid and dirt and your perfume mixed awww a smell that will never leave my head....and I just hugges  your clothes for the rest of the day....and sat there by myself....and wrote your things that ppl read on the day of your wake......some how I was gettin strength to do all that....I believe that you gave me the strength and you watched over me yesterday when I almost got killed I felt some thing grabbed me and throw me into the ditch I know it was your hands that where on my shoulders.....and I do thank you and I wish I could have been there to hold the car off of you......I miss you so much I love you..
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Hey Brit  / Nevada LaFountain (1st Cousin )  Read >>
Hey Brit  / Nevada LaFountain (1st Cousin )
Hey there how's life in heaven? well its not too bad down here so I can't complain... but yeah i haven't written in a while so im not to sure about what to say. Well i started skewl a few weeks ago and it's going great. im doing so good in all of my classes and i never missed a day yet.. but im gonna miss on monday n tuesday so i could do somemore skewl shopping. but anyways.. i got a 100 on a report in Government so that was awesome...and i also get to graduate early..im going to move to Fargo and live the city life for a while.. i really dont feel like going to college right away..i just need to get out of this place for a while even though things are WAY better then before.. and uncle said that he'll give me 2 weeks before i decide to come home... and i told him imma going to laugh in his face when i stay down there. it's like they think im not capable of doing things for myself oh well im going to prove to all of them that i can. but yeah my birthday was great i went out on friday n saturday n then on sunday grandma n my mom had a dinner for me. and kamy, meagan, rena, keshia, clint, baby sugar, and derrick were all there so it was really fun just to hang out... i must of got like $275 dollars but i gave grandma a $150 to save for me for when i go to fargo..so i'll go down w/ $400.. i hope i have fun. but i wish kamy could come w/ me but my mom's mad at her so yeah that sux. But yeah i just thought that i could stop in n tell u what i've been up to so i'll talk to you later.. i love you Britnee... Love Always, Nevada Dawn LaFountain Close
Hi Britt  / Reva LaFontaine (Good Friend and Team Mate )  Read >>
Hi Britt  / Reva LaFontaine (Good Friend and Team Mate )

Hey Brit,
I have been thinking about you lately ever since I went and watched Belcourt Volleyball play Dunseith. All I could imagine in my mind was you,shera, beth,annie,jessica,and kayla on the court and you were always making the first 5 points for the team. When I was there I seen your sister I think. She looks just like you Brit she is a very pretty girl. After that I just sat there and thought of the Friday i seen you at jollies and you ran into me and Marica and said "How come you girls aren't in school."Our comeback to you was "We are Big girls now we go to college."That is the last time I seen your beauiful smile. The next moring i woke up to Marica calling saying that you were gone the only one i thought about was shera because she was like your other half. I couldn't find her anywhere finally i found her and all she told me was Reva she is not gone watch she will be in school on Monday. Then after i had to explain to her that you were gone she broke down and cried. That was the hardest part but on Volleyball trips all of us were unseparteable. All i think about is when we were in minot at micky D's and me and you made that tiny snowman, then the bus driver walked by and kicked it over . Man Brit I really miss you lots,I want you to come and visit me in my dreams and let me know that you are ok. Let me know that you are still with me. I know Brit you could see what everyone does I did some stuff in the past that was very wrong so help me find the right path oh ok my buddy. I would really like that if you could help me find the right path to go on. Everytime I think of you I come to your page and just look at your pictures and think how come god took the best person in my life. She was always smiling and she always had to put a smile on someones face haha.. That monday moring after god took u from us we all went to school and went to our first hour and lacey came over the intercom and told everyone after that mr.hijeck made a lil speech and he broke down in front of the class and said lets go for a walk its to hard to be in the classroom most of us went into the commons area and sat by your locker and we all signed it and hung pictures up on our lockers. It was a day i will never remember. The wake and funeral were hard because I was trying to be strong for Joe and Shera but after we were leaving the chruch i broke down and gerald grab me and said Reva its going to be ok she is in a better place now all i kept saying was no she isn't she isn't here with us, she is suppose to walk with us at graduation she wanted to go to prom. We all went to your meal and they played a slide show of your past there was some funny pictures that looked just like what you would be doing. But Brit I really miss you lots and I pray for you everynight so I better get going so I will come and visit your page again. Watch over your Grandma and Grandpa they really need you right about now the holidays are coming up. But I miss you lots and love you..

A friend Always

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LONG TIME  / Tj Parisien (1st cuz )  Read >>
LONG TIME  / Tj Parisien (1st cuz )

Hey Brit,

Its been a really long time since I actually left something on here....Its too hard to look at this page cuz i always cry and i don't like to cry cuz its makes the pain so much worse...Well alot has happened..I got the Gates scholarship, i graduated, i turned 18 and hurt myself badly the day after...wish suxed, I was Soo nervous the entire time i was waiting for the gates it took me forever to fill it out and i was seriously wondering if i could beat the other people from around here, but i noticed i was the only one who really applied myself to scholarships and now i shouldn't have to worry about anything besides getting good grades..so i'd appreciate it if you would help me with that...Aunty needs your help this coming up semester cuz she has to pass her damn english, i don't want her to give up because its such a waste for her to have left her family that long and graduate to make their lifes better, so help her not lose sight of that so she can get-r-done.and yah, senior year wasn't what its all cracked up to be, really busy and wasn't much fun as i expected it..damn juniors i have a lotta friends in that class but i really don't like most of that class.haha...yah um..well u know wuts funny i had more fun on dunseith's graduation that my own cuz everyone was drunk and fun and ppl who i never see out were out and it was juss great, but i didn't stay long cuz no one took me out wit dem and i had to go alone:(...but my friends i made from dunseith recently are great, their funny and they all knew you and they treat slone great, so it was all good...there fun..my grad was boring but i went out with the right people i wanted to and it was ok, i went wit my oldest most loyal friends from belcourt and we had a blast i was glad bradley decided to come wit us..grad went fast, i was salutatorian and i blocked out my speech but i knew i was nervous.haha...i'm gonna miss high school and all the close comfort and friends, but i'm excited for college.My 18th bday blew ass though cuz I didn't get to do anything and then i hurt myself so bad the next day, i've been laid up ever since and it sux ASS cuz i had to stay home and i had to quit at one stop and i love it there and i wish i coulda worked der more this summer cuz i made manager finaly, but i'll come back next summer, i got surgery tuesday and it sucked and i still sucks cuz my sleep cycle is fucked up...PLEASE watch over me and help me heal up quick so i can walk normal and get around normal again czu its been 7 weeks or so and i can't handle this much longer...help me get through PT and get my knee back to normal....but enough bout that i'm getting depressed, i went to montana, ever since you passed away i've been expecting you to be there and when i got there i knew you weren't going to be there but i was hoping so much you would just come running outa the house to greet us..it was such a disappointment..it was an ok weekend but i couldn't help but think about you the whole time.your sister has a new B/F he seems nice enough so i let it be, your sister has become so much like you..man i can't even believe its even slone ne more how much she's grown up and acting like you..she's not so much into partying yet but she will but i hope she's smart about it because i can't handle losing someone else...I miss our special times wit aunty and just hanging out around a fire, grandma's been great but i feel so depressed around her because it reminds me of you SO much, i miss all the times me and you would act like brother and sister and get along great then fight..i have so many memories but i can't seem to access them anymore and i don't knwo why..i should go visit your grave here when i get healed up just to visit you..Shenoa moved to grandforks now and i never realized how much I would miss her just like i miss you..she has a good life going and a good man and a great family thing going on and someday i hope i can have all that, but the way my life goes i doubt it'll happen but i want it to, help me with that...i wish you weren't taken from us because i want to see what kind of life you would have had, i never noticed how many people you influenced through out your life and i'm proud to call you my cousin....Thanks for helping me with the gates scholarship and all that i know you were watching out for me enough for all that, i am unsure about my religious beliefs right now because i don't understand how god works, how can he take you away from all of us and why would he have my life going so great to rip it all way from me and me getting hurt and having my summer vanish to a couch and having to stay home and be laid up right up till college...and be still not 1oo% at college..please help me focus there..my aunty zelma is a great teacher i took her class this summer and she helpped me think about my religion a lot in a way, because what if i didn't get hurt, Where would i be right now?..would i have lost everything i worked for because i went to canada thinking i was having fun..i sitll want to go just to go but i'm not sure anymore wut to do, right now all thats on my mind is healing up, college , and mostly friends and family cuz leaving them is going to be hard.....Oh well i did have some fun this summer i went to NICKELBACK wit one of my old best friends katie johnson, we had a blast and it was great to get out and do that, they are kick ass i wish you could have been there wit us...i called aunty on rockstart just like slone :).haha..ironic..haha but it was great, aunty bought my my ticket and uncle thought she was suicidal cuz she did..haha.i miss uncle weirdly enough we kinda got close basketball season .. but ya..i prolly have a lot more to vent to you about but i can't think about it right now..o and i miss haning wit you and christina i lost touch wit her and its crusty...but this is LONG and i miss you and its good to get caught up..i feel like i'm actually sending you and email or sumtin you can read and get back to me about some how but its been great and PLEASE help me heal up fast cuz i want to walk and bend NORMALLY again..tell my grandma i said hi and thanks for all the brains cuz they helpped me TONZ.and tell her i miss her and lov her and i hope you guys are taking good care of each other up there..O and i found a old conversation between me and you when you first moved back here and it made me sad and some how i wonder if you wanted me to find it on gma's computer cuz it just kinda poped up and it was weird and it was a good memory..but i suppose finely Later Brit....

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hey u  / Annie Shaver (good friend )  Read >>
hey u  / Annie Shaver (good friend )

hey girly, i found some old pics of us from billings...ya know that one time;) haha!        it's sooo hard to look at all these happy pictures tho and see so much life in all of us and then to think that life can be cut so short sometimes. It's not fair that you had to go brit, i know that there's no changing what happened but it's still so hard to accept it. It still feels like your in Belcourt and just havnt come home for awhile. I remember that early morning when i got a call from stevie and sloney tellin me that you had gotten in a wreck, i think about that call everyday and still it seems so unreal. I'm still tryin to accept that you're gone but it's sooooooo hard to comprehend. I don't know if i'm not letting myself accept it or if i'm just tryin to pretend it didnt happen, i dont know.. either way i just still cant beleive your gone babe. I just feel like it's still not getting easier ya know. Every time i remember all the good times i feel like crying and laughing at the same time because i miss you sooo much. Man brit i'm so lonely right now, i dont talk to anyone anymore, even stevie. It just feels like when i'm around her or talkin with her, something just aint right....maybe it's cuz it was always us three..i dont kn0w i just miss you so bad brit........i'm always thinkin of you
love you!
Annie

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That one fourth of July  / Christina Morin (Good Friend )  Read >>
That one fourth of July  / Christina Morin (Good Friend )
Hey there chicka~
I was thinking of you on the fourth last week and that time that Mitchell and Ashley Peltier had a big fourth of July bash. Well for the most part I remembered how you came to my rescue that night when Scott and I were fighting so bad. And KAela and Cseirra took off with my car and everyone was leaving the party cause a fight broke out.  Well all I remember is me getting out of Scott's truck and I had no ride and you come beeping up to me! I was like thank god. So see you were there for a reason! Then you took me home with you cause I was crying my eyes out and da da da da! To my rescue again. Thanks for being such a great friend and being there for me throughout that summer when I was really stressin. I miss your crazae laugh and how we always used to play basketball with Jeremy. He is going to be a dad! I feel sorry for him because he don't have a life anymore! U know tha story with that. But I gotta get going here, I am packing cause I am moving to Bismarck to get a way from all this drama and these chicks over here that like to act like their tuff and talk sh*t to me and don't back it. Had to throw that in there. But love ya and take care.
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